pernah ga punya pacar impian?
menghayal-hayal nantinya pengen punya pacar yang kayak gimana, mukanya gimana, fisiknya gimana, kelakuannya gimana.......yaaa semacam memilih-milih tipe buat dijadiin pacar gitu lah.
hmm, sayangnya, apa yang kita idamkan (apalagi yang kita impikan) ga semuanya bisa jadi kenyataan. apalagi soal pacar, wah kayaknya susah banget kalo pacar idaman itu jadi kenyataan, soalnya kayaknya kok too good to be true. ya ga?
tapi pastinya ga nolak kan kalo pacar idaman bener-bener muncul di dunia nyata?
well, i dreamed about him once, and i really met him. In real life. seriously :))
jadi begini ceritanya....
gua pernah ngebayangin cowok yang pengen gua jadiin pacar. bener-bener detail, gua pengen rambutnya gimana, gantengnya gimana, giginya gimana, tingginya segimana, gendutnya segimana, sifatnya kayak apa, begonya segimana, konyolnya segimana, kocaknya segimana, hobinya apa, demen olahraga apa, bener-bener gua impiin. tapi gua ga berharap bener-bener ada cowok kayak gitu, cuma alangkah senangnya hati gua kalo memang beneran ada.
and one day, i really found him.
pertama gua liat fisiknya, kok lucu ya ini cowok. rambutnya gua demen tuh, giginya juga. tingginya pas, badannya ga gendut tapi ga kurus. oke banget nih. terus gua nyadar. wow, physically, he's totally my type. mulailah gua lirik-lirik asmara (maksudnya demen ngeliatinnya gitu).
terus kita kenalan, temenan, and for my surprise, he kinda likes me too *blushing*
setelah ngobrol-ngobrol, gua menemukan bahwa selain secara fisik, sifat dan hobinya bener-bener sama seperti apa yang pernah gua impikan. i was so happy, i can't describe it by words. i mean, look at him:
his face
his hair
his teeth
his height
his body
his stupiduty
silly yet adorable
he's funny
sport he loves
he even reads Harry Potter series
it was like i dreamed about someone and this boy just came out from my brain and stand in front of me. all i can think was how lucky i am :)
that old time was perfect until something came to my thought: "can i really have him? am i good enough for him?"
and yes, i lost my confidence.
iya bener, cowok itu bener-bener cowok idaman gua, tapi ada sesuatu yang membuat gua merasa he's not for me. seperti yang tadi udah gua tulis di atas, he's just too good to be true. jadi, gua memutuskan untuk mundur....
mungkin banyak orang yang bingung, kok ga jadi sih gua dan dia. tapi yaa sudahlah, yang lalu biarlah berlalu :)
yeah, we can't have a perfect boyfriend/girlfriend
Actually, an imperfect person is just perfect to be one's love
and i'll find my kind of perfect :))
